As we were sitting having casual convo we noticed a sound that sounded alot like loud drus from right above us, it was them warming up and doing sound check, and it was amazing. Just hearing it, then all of a sudde we notice guys with shirts that looked alot like staff shirts, but i was too scared to give them the package.  ANd hey were eating there lunch and i didn't want to disturb them .

So after a while we got our bill payed got the recipt and left for he line, thankfully some either were late or something, after hanging with some of the girls, we got along with them, we all were joking on how we would  be linebackers and book it to the front and throw out those who are smaller than us. and Michelle got in damn close i was happy for her but after getting the disk shoved in my back i thought it be bette to get next to the bar, and  did end up drink a beer. lol. Graned where i stood i wasnt excatly able to see gustav or georg unless i turned arond and watched the tv screen behind me, and i did a few times, it was amazng  theywere all behind a black curtin and it dropped to revel the guys and i was in utter shock. I at first was like wow a cool shot, but then it hit me I'm in the same place as them.and it wasn't a youtube video. lol. It was a dream come true, I was able to meet up with a woman who was 51 and who loved bill. lolbut not like thqat one chick. she was almost gushing.....mlol.... I waited for michelle after the show and she was a mess. Soaked to the bone alomst her mae up running from her face, she cleaned it up fast so she loked alot better than  when shecame out of the pit, Now i amglad i wasn't in there, one kid was yanked out of the pit and another almost passed out, but other than that nothing else bad happened. The water was an awsome idea for the pit and I almost volenteered to help pass the water out. lol  After the show they did the water tossing bit and yes gustsv must of thought for the hell of it and threw it at the bar, It smack me square in the leg! right above the knee. and all i could think was "bastard that hit me" lol no i didn't pick up the water bottle cause its a BOTTLE OF WATER!!! ew. and used at that so hell no i didn't pick it up i let another girl have it.

I went thur the line with michelle and as we got closer we started to get nervos, i ean this is a band who changed my life and all i wanted to say i coundt think of one thing iwas even gonna try to get Gustav say he was sorry for hitting me with that bottle but forgot it!

He was uber cute, and Georg as well, Tom mke me suck ina breath al decked out in red, sexy.  but bill he took me breath away from me. My heart stopped and even when he told me thank you for the package i was excited, I only could whisper your welcome to him and almost run out of the room, next time i hope to be myself.  My god it was amazing, Bills hair looked soooo soft  and good! Just damn amazing. his shirt was kick ass he had on the silver jacker and silver jewerly and it was sharp. lol.

Sadly it was time for mew to head bak to oak forest to sleep and gt up to go back home, and i didn't want to leave CHicago. It was the only thing i had to do was miss my returning flight and i would be in CHicago but my daughter was home in alabama and i would ot leave her there. Not for a long period of time. o i came back as my flight was taking off ll i could think of was how Chicago was a wonderful city and I would return to vist and that no matter how stupid my dreams sounded to everyelse they could come true with alot of effort.  So one day you all might be able to catch me withe singing my heart out like bill or behind the scenes as a producer.As for themy night wit the greatest rock band of this generation????????????????????????????/ I would do everything the same ..... minus the forgetting and stumbling over words.

Oh and about your letter to tom in your eyeliner, all you have to do is wait for him to pass out(if he wakes easy, get him drunk) then put eyeliner on him :) Dont forget to take pictures!!!!!!  that would be kinda funny, but might waste good eyeliner, oh well you can always buy more, besides arn't pictures worth a thousand words? lol.

Much Love and Hope to hear you soon!

  Now that i think of it the others in the band might be glad you cant talk right now, cause you talk nonstop all the time in interviews and get all the attention form the ladies but you know we all miss you and we love you. (and by that i dont mean deep deep feelings, i dont know you that well....yet.....:P  so love you like a dear friend.)  (Besides I might be too old for you considering I am 7 years older than you.well maybe 6 1/2, Your bday is Sept 1 mine is October 31st so  yeah, but stranger things have happened. lol.)

I'm glad your looking forward towards your voice therapy sessions, and that even though the cold metal rod was shoved into your mouth to get to your vocal chords, and the doc played  a sick verison of "Operation" with you,  your still happy and looking forward to reteaching your self how to sing and how to use your chords right.  So major props to you. *you cant see it but i am giving you two thumbs up* (not easy to do while trying to type to you.) :P  What a happy time these weeks will be.  (for the uber fans reading this whole paragraph is called Sarcasm. Even bill used it from time to time, so no hate mail. )

Sorry i just dont understand the Uber fans, your just a noraml guy who kicks ass and that can sing, to me, I dont get the "hes famous" shock like most people do. No reason to be shocked, really your just a normal guy in a band thats doing amazingly well.  And yes when I will attend a concert or live show my ass will be screaming with the masses and yes it will be for you Bill. Even though the band is the shit (good way), Bill your my fav member, I will explain later on why.

But for now I'll stick to what i was saying while I'll be screaming I wont be crying because just seeing some videos of fans and reading some post by them "I" get a little scared of them. lol. It really freaks me out, like bad and i dont even know you in person.Glad you handle it so well. But anyway. I cant say to much or I will have nothing good to talk to you about when I actually meet you! So thats good. Anyway dont have to much FUN recovering and I am glad the band is already setting dates to make up for missed shows. After the makeup concerts why not comeback to the Usa anddo a massive tour Nation Wide since many fans are begging for you to come to there state, just start in one big city and go to a big city in each state and have shows there, just space them out so if you go to place you want to see you have time to enjoy it. Dont let the managers or who ever set your pace, you the band do that. The fans will understand, the hop back across the seas again and do another tour just do some pond jumping as we americans call it.

Example: After a tour of america, you jump over back to Germany and then hit up that side of the world, until you have covered the uk and that side of the world (of course taking your time) then head back over. So it is really pond jumping of course take your breaks and vacations and what not, so you can RELAX! and write songs and what not. but yeah. this is turned into me running my mouth again.

Heh just an idea, well since this is just a short note yeah i'll go now! "Now is a good time to laugh cause i am"

Oh!!!! I also made two videos for you and hope you watch them just click on my name to get to my page and my videos are on it. BYE! :P